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Love Is the Only Way Out

by To Be Gentle

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Sometimes 01:24
When I depart from the velvety blackness of slumber, my whole home hurts. The doorways hurt. The curtains hurt. The sagging window frame from which I listlessly loom under hurts. I look out into the street. People going about their lives. Walking their dogs. Riding their bikes. Everyone has a place here. Only I do not know where my place is. For now it is under the window frame. Adorned with paper ghost garlands. I clothe myself. I can no longer bend as I could when I was young. My clothes hurt. I itch and ache and stink of sweat. My skin is infected. I do not shower because I am afraid of the bathroom. I am haunted by faces when I try to close my eyes. Sometimes they sear their terrifying eyes into my mirror. I do not like what I see, so I no longer look. I do not know what my face looks like anymore. My reflection hurts and it wants to hurt me. My walk to work hurts. The breeze hurts and so do the people passing by. I turn my face from them, for I am ugly.
2.
Without 01:04
Without you, I am nothing Love starved, and stagnant Without you, I am gone
3.
Citrus Trees 01:47
Here in this realm of sin I rot in the sun like spoiled fruit Oranges and lemons Pave the road to salvation And one day I will taste it Blossoms and figs adorn the trees And birds fly free, just as I wish
4.
Matylda 02:32
Gentle swells of distant promises Holding them dear to me Like fireflies in the palms of my hands In my evenings you rise And in my mornings you sleep It is amazing how I know you so well Without knowing you at all Countless times of sharing and nurturing I am forever grateful for the time that we spend together You are a very valuable part of this world that we share together And I hope you never forget that
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Love is the only way out
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Aching 00:23
I am not who i used to be I am not your son One day you will ache how I ache
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Ineffable 02:38
I love you and one day it will all be ok I will let you rest your ruined head here Because I know you would do the same I miss you And now I truly know what it means to be β€œineffable” I truly know what it means to be yours

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released July 6, 2022

Written, recorded, mixed, and mastered by Eve Beeker.
All music by To Be Gentle.

Special thanks to Jon, Clementine, and Lily for their inspiration.

This album is dedicated to Gabby.

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