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it always hurts and one day it will win

by To Be Gentle

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I worship what will kill me Exhaling through the slits in my skin Inhaling my sins and swallowing shame Hell is real and it rots in my brain Always reaping what I’ve sown, Bringing myself down to degrees I’ve never known
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It always hurts and one day it will win If only my cold eyes could weep For these things that should not be I don’t want to stay here anymore, even for your sake
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greenhug 05:11
Sun burst through dancing leaves Greenhug earthiness Orange blossoms The scent of happiness I peeled myself so gently to you Greenhug earthiness and ambient willow branches Gave labor to tears Gave joy to slaloming tears I feel so many knots in our tangled hair together I never want today to end and to forfeit our time together Please tell me why there are so many knots in the pit of my gut
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Peace be still for a while What does it mean to be happy? Things I thought I knew when I was young Peace be still for a while In the end I will die In the end I will be More than a thought I will live on and love still My joy will not be tethered to fleeting things Peace be still for a while
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every time 02:40
Again, I broke a promise I could not keep Again, you forgave me Shaking with courage, I knew this is where I belong Rattled to the bone, fearful of your sweetness A sadness I can’t erase All alone on your face But despite my failures You still choose me
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I have seen you and I
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Sweet, melancholic, pink catharsis I love you just the way you are We are machines Traversing our flesh and blood, Bone and dreams through generations Of starspun bodily trauma That does not know the bounds Of any earthly love You are the sound Of lips caressing And arms holding warm bodies And every time I hear that sound My spirit blossoms So irresistibly My cold heart pines for your ardent sweetness This may be my last breath But I want you to know That you made it all worthwhile

about

To Be Gentle is the passion project of marred mental healths. With that being said, it is my calling and purpose to care for and love others, and to ultimately heal, through the art and music that is To Be Gentle.
All proceeds from this album will be donated to the White Bird Clinic in Lane County to support their important work in TBG's local community.

Tapes available through Zegema Beach Records and Tomb Tree

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released October 7, 2022

Recorded, mixed, and mastered by Eve Beeker at A Heaven of Amplifiers.
All music by To Be Gentle.
Cover and photograph by Becca Salcedo.
This album is dedicated to all of our friends. We love you.

To Be Gentle is Eve Beeker, Sam Beeker, Isaac Andreason, Dakota Seven, and Tristan Day.

Equipment used in the making of this record:
Guitars: Peavey T-60, Peavey T-40
Amps: Sovtek Mig 50, Sovtek Mig 100, Ampeg SVT-4PRO
Cabs: Peavey 5150 4x12, Ampeg Classic 8x10
Effects: EarthQuaker Devices Swiss Things, Palisades, Dispatch Master, Disaster Transport SR, Transmisser, Avalanche Run, Boss RC-3, Guyatone PS-023 Chorus Flanger, Demedash Effects T-120, Electro-Harmonix Green Russian Big Muff Pi, Darkglass Microtubes X
Recording: Scarlett Focusrite 2i2, Shure SM57, Shure Beta 52, Sennheiser e609, Radial Engineering Passive DI Box

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