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Indisposed - Indisposed

from Letters To by To Be Gentle

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lyrics

I stare through the window
But the light feels so far away
I stare through the window
But it’s screams stand back
Don’t try today

Indisposed by these trips to the doctor; incapacitated; No tunnel in sight
Sobriety’s more expensive than the profit,
So how can I give myself
when there’s nothing to give

Maybe someday I’ll love you, but I can’t keep the sickness at bay
Maybe someday I’ll follow through,
But this pain’s left me counting my days

Writing for everyone but myself
Ignoring my own chapters; I chase mangled threads
The windows closing, I see it.
And if I don’t try now, I might be dead

I love the sweetness in you when I see it
Word of mouth shows, there’s none in sight
But I’ll never get a confirmation If I contemplate,
And not try

There must be some way I’ll love you but
Each touch gets worse by the day.
Maybe someday I’ll hold you, but til then
I’m just keeping pace

This weak mind’s out of things to say.
Looking for a purpose. Yet again, I’m lost, not found.
A terse encounter botched this.
Yet again I’ve lost don’t try.
How many times can you repeat the same lines
How many times can you repeat the same lies
How many excuses can you make to stop living your—-

Just fight for your life .
(Time it takes just to Time it takes—)
I’d trade this all away. Just to stay --

You’ve been here before
Just here

Just fight for your life .
(Time it takes just to Time it takes—)
II’d trade this all away. Just to stay well)

How many times can you repeat the same lines
How many times can you repeat the same lies.
The love you left in Boston and the friends you left behind
Your just here, wasting away. Days gone and past

The road you felt a love for once your lips now hardly part
The rooftops where you spilled your heart (alive)
Have you forgot? That you’re just here;
Wasting away.

Remember: you’re here.
You’re here
Here.

You’ve been here.
You’ve been here.
Maybe some day
Maybe some day
Maybe some day
Maybe some day
Maybe some day

Maybe someday I’ll be well.
Maybe someday I’ll be well.

I remember the drive home
And I remember the sickness I bore alone

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from Letters To, released November 27, 2020
Written, recorded, and performed by Indisposed

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