Unbroken

by To Be Gentle

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I fear what I don't understand And I will burn it all down to a smoldering ash I am home here in my skull-sized kingdom Where I do not care, and live stagnantly As spiders crawl my flesh, I will soon be consumed and drained of my blood In my last few moments, the cries of one thousand angry souls shout out: "Life finds a way"
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Depths 01:28
The depths of our trauma is the well from which we draw our compassion And it seems to me that I am drowning Suffocating in my own reflection And for what it's worth: I love you
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Webs 02:47
Where has my passion gone? Was it carried off by some lonely ghost? Or was it robbed by your wrongdoings? I am growing old and ache every day for peace and joy It took me a while to admit that I love you It took me a while to admit that it wasn't my fault
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143 01:57
I am here And you are there Yet it's like I've known you my whole life I won't let them hurt you anymore This is the sound of love I won't let them hurt you anymore
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I cannot say where I will be But I do know is that I’ll have joy Follow me through all of my days Follow me through the rest of my days I need to be okay with what happened when I was young There is a scar that will forever show But it is mine and I will carry it with strength
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Spiders crawl on you On your shoes, and on me They spin their webs upon piano keys And so irresistibly, I teem For you, I could write one thousand symphonies As I watch you be carried off to sleep by some lonely ghost I ask myself, “How can I be as happy?” Starved for language and affection, My spirit is derelict and pines for salvation I celebrate myself, and sing myself, for although I am a broken person, I can find newness and joy in every day of my life. I am scared of looking my inner child in the eyes and telling them, “I love you and it wasn’t your fault.”
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about

Spiders are necessary for many ecosystems that we share together. Despite their appearance, spiders are good beings and beyond that, beneficial for our survival.
Given spiders' extreme importance, however, most people are terrified of them. Rather than letting them be, we harm them through extermination and eradication of our environment.
The creature of plentitude is the symbolic presence and spiritual essence of the record: their perseverance, like ours and life itself, will never be broken.
This points to the greater theme of universal care and compassion. You are deeply loved, pass it on.

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credits

released August 19, 2022

This album is dedicated in love to Emily Demsetz.

Written, recorded and mixed by Eve Beeker.
Mastered by Logan Rivera.
All music by To Be Gentle.

Art and cover by Orestes (@orest3s.art).

Equipment used in the making of this record:
Guitars - Peavey T-60, Peavey T-40
Amps - Sovtek Mig 100H, Peavey Musician 400 Bass, Fender Rumble 500, Behringer Ultrabass 5500
Cabinets - Peavey 5150 4x12, Peavey TVX 8x10, Behringer BB410
Synths/Audio Devices - Moog Grandmother, Marantz RMD 201, Alchemy
Effects - EarthQuaker Devices Swiss Things, Tone Job, Palisades, Special Cranker, Dispatch Master, Avalanche Run, Transmisser, Disaster Transport SR, Walrus Audio Slo, Caroline Guitar Company Meteore, Boss RC-3

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