A Haunting Admission

by To Be Gentle

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I will not go to that dark place I will stay here with you by my side I will not go Existence on its own is an undertaking But I will stay here and see the light of joy grace my life
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I love you and I will not let them hurt you anymore There is a thought, an emotion that is greater than all of us We are all connected and deeply loved Here in this place we are all one
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Cinders 00:56
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Void of Joy 05:20
Spiraling cyclically Down and out No one to turn to Burned the candle from both ends I will not help you anymore Quick satisfaction, distraction Living in a way that is void of joy I love you, but you are hurting me
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Paralyzed 01:44
I am at a breaking point And I am too paralyzed to take care of myself I want to heal and to learn how to unravel my convoluted trauma, But there seems to be a hand that rests on my shoulder, holding me back And I don’t know why there are so many things that I don’t understand I am afraid I am paralyzed
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I love you and I will never forgive myself

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This will be our last album for a while so that Eve can focus on her health.
"This album is a promise to stay here when I don't feel that I am worth enough to stay". I love you, and I will always love you.

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released March 22, 2022

Recorded, mixed, and mastered by Eve in her apartment February 2022

Cover by Anita Andromeda (@anitaandromeda)

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