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L'autre C​ô​té de la Peur

by To Be Gentle

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1.
Here, like skeletons we lived Rose-tinted skin covers a slight frame Like a blanket that is too small to fit us both Rot lays its roots into my body and mind I spit in the face of my reflection But it just won’t look back and see the pain I’ve caused This is a pure lesson in self-acceptance Fear is only temporal And I could never see this through for you And I admit that this is bigger than me This is something beautiful: The fear of pain and growing towards the person, who I’m supposed to be And I reach towards the sky How could I forget? (Realizing the nature of reality, we only experience a tiny fragment of actual reality) How could I forget? (It’s all filtered through our lens, it changes constantly too) How could I forget? (Knowing that gives me a feeling of peace that I have the power to change my reality at any moment) How could I forget? (By changing my perception or simply by looking around or listening)
2.
If you are reading this, We are all connected and we all love you Some of us don’t know it yet You are deeply loved, pass it on I love you just the way you are right now I love you just the way you are Any shame or guilt you have felt in your past, it’s not your fault You are loved in this moment We are all connected You are deeply loved You are loved deeply in this moment I love you just the way you are
3.
I fear this looming heat will incinerate us alive Afflicted with this primal disease, I give into the flames This insurmountable plague lingers on I give into the flames
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7/14/19 04:41
Hyper-extended psyche I begin to fade out into a pile of sordid shavings Speckled and cracked, like paint peeling from a wall Listless I fight the urge to concede Like reeds in a riverbed run dry I endure the turmoil I hold my head high What I don’t know is more important than what I do What I do know, is that I forgive you
5.
The night we were assaulted I wept into your arms And embraced my strength, The heaving of a thousand oxen I was truly afraid Shattered glass and blood-soaked concrete paved the way to my discovery: I am not afflicted with disease or burden These thoughts are a blessing and a gift, A tenet of growth You are the blood in my veins I love you and I am sorry The thought of losing you terrifies me

about

This album is about different fears we have experienced and have overcome throughout our lives, as well as being comfortable with experiencing the uncomfortable. This album is dedicated to Samuel Beeker, who has been a larger-than-life influence, supporter, and member of To Be Gentle. We love you.

credits

released November 8, 2019

Recorded and edited by Lucas Fisher. Mixed and mastered by Derek Frazier. Additional recording and editing done by Derek Frazier

Cover art done by Gwen Oudomphanh @orest3s

Thank you to: Ruthie, Lucas, Niklas, Derek, Sam, Craig, Kristine, Zac, Alyssa, Conor, John Fisher, Ellen Klowden, Luke, Suzie, Austin, Max Milgrim, Jamie Giles, Burt, Jake Dixon, Rosa, Tim, Mason, Gwen, Matylda, Larry Jablon, Doug Coleman, Flo, Sucie, Jordyn, Kaylee, and everyone who has supported us so dearly thus far.
Thank you to Quiet Fear, Senza, Clavel, ...and its name was Epyon, Tolls, Counsil, Vientre, Mai, and all the close friends we have made through music. Thank you for your support.

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